Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Was it a dream?

I remember when I loved it. I remember when I loved the challenge of pushing my body as far as it would go, and then doing it again the next day. I loved the control I found in planning and sticking to a nutritious yet tasty meal plan that left me energized instead of sluggish. I loved working out for weeks and then months until I finally saw results... and I loved when the results seemingly wouldn't stop, and new pants were too big almost as soon as I bought them, and I was never out of energy, and once my body was under control I used the excess energy to take control of my life.

I want to love it again.

1 comment:

  1. I totally hear you... taking control of your health in that way totally seeps into the rest of your life. I always feel totally hardcore and dedicated at work when I know I'm going to come home and run hills, or have just done so the next day.

    Just hold on to that feeling. And realize that law school and a new relationship may be taking priority, as well they should. Both of those things deserve attention.

    Sorry to be preachy. I feel your pain and frustration.